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i was on msn with su lynn few hours ago. was " alarmed" to write a post.

*ĺγηńnzzγ* said (6:38 PM):
oh rmb i wanted to tell u something..
j.dUo onp.ظ said (6:39 PM):
tell tell!!
*ĺγηńnzzγ* said (6:40 PM):
haha ok ok
don't freak out by what i'm gonna say
j.dUo onp.ظ said (6:40 PM):
err that one depends
but quick tell!!
*ĺγηńnzzγ* said (6:41 PM):
ok..
did u know that my birthday was last month?
*ĺγηńnzzγ* said (6:42 PM):
initially i wanted to say i'm disappointed if u hv but that's not what i really want to say
j.dUo onp.ظ said (6:41 PM):
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
*ĺγηńnzzγ* said (6:42 PM):
...
j.dUo onp.ظ said (6:42 PM):
I KNW UR BDAY WAS LAST MTH I EVEN PLANNED TO GIVE U A CARD
BUT SOMEHOW I DON'T KNW HOW I TOTALLY FORGOT ABT IT
*ĺγηńnzzγ* said (6:42 PM):
i already say don't freak out lor
j.dUo onp.ظ said (6:42 PM):
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SORRY SULYNN!!!!!!
SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
*ĺγηńnzzγ* said (6:42 PM):
NO NEED TO EXPLAIN
j.dUo onp.ظ said (6:42 PM):
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
*ĺγηńnzzγ* said (6:43 PM):
erm i already say don't freak out lor
j.dUo onp.ظ said (6:42 PM):
don't cry!!!!
T3T
j.dUo onp.ظ said (6:43 PM):
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HOW CAN I NOT FREAK OUT!!
*ĺγηńnzzγ* said (6:43 PM):
haha u saying to me or to urself??
bish
j.dUo onp.ظ said (6:43 PM):
to u!!!
but ya lar i think i really din wish uuuu
sorryyyy T3T
*ĺγηńnzzγ* said (6:44 PM):
i'm not crying...
u think or u really didnt?
j.dUo onp.ظ said (6:44 PM):
i really didn't T3T
*ĺγηńnzzγ* said (6:44 PM):
it's ok lor.. but i want to say something else
j.dUo onp.ظ said (6:44 PM):
say say
anyth u want
T3T
*ĺγηńnzzγ* said (6:45 PM):
hahahah
actually i emo only
j.dUo onp.ظ said (6:45 PM):
T3T
T3T
puhlease forgive me


it's not the matter of being emo or whatsoever but i think as a friend, i failed, not totally but at times. in fact, i can't remember any dates or names or days or numbers. maybe because they were not easy to remember but most of all, i never take them seriously.

you know, sometimes blogging can be a little dangerous because you are telling out all the answers and ranting everything about your life etc that you never thought of saying it out in real life. but it's a responsibility somehow, to say sorry.

i pushed away all the invitations and ignores messages and phone calls(i swear i don't mean it most of the time, i just don't stick to my phone so often nowadays) and more fb messages and even emails + msn offline messages and here. excuses are easy to find: i was busy, busy watching tv, my english is so bad now, i hardly speak english to anyone, cut my hair, and it is UGLY, had the biggest pimple ever on my right cheek, and a slightly smaller one beside my nose, change my specs and littlecousingrace said i look like a headmaster!, i have to help my mum, ya right, i have to help my bro, ya right. but i never tell them that I WAS JUST BEING LAZY. and because i know myself too well, i don't even dare to give promises that i will go to penang and kk and spore.

like i know we can't friend with everyone over the world, but the least we can do is never ever think that keeping in touch or hanging out is an obligation.

-darling linhui, please don't kill me for putting this up T3T. you are just too cute and sorry i ffk you so many times T3T-

- hanyin asked me to ask the other pm5-s out but i just thought of hanging out with you guys up there. i think i am too selfish T3T-

-HAA! you think i don't have a copy of your webcam series?!!!!-

-i bet you will read this, cutie-

i am just to shy(lazy) to put up yy and other cutie's pics.

- see i'm lazy to take a pic of myself because i look horrible right now!! and i forgot to turn the pic T3T-

if I fight against mr and mrs cheng and take the flight back to dublin last saturday, i would be at belgium now. eating waffle, drinking hot chocolate, taking tonnes of pictures, eating icecreams with fiona (dentist asked me not to eat icecream T3T), asking yy to post like a mad queen and then tag victor in her picture, gaining back the 6kg i've lost so far (bern, you have to wash my toilet twice).

but i didn't because mr cheng sent out smses about h1n1 everyday while mrs cheng and cdying nagged me whenever they see me and also because i haven't start packing. still, mr cheng got a bad fever with flu and spreaded his germs around. phew, luckily i am recovering, though cannot escape from waking up earlier and doing housechores anymore :( i wouldn't say this is a productive summer or a holiday that i have always wanted- the ideal type, but this is definitely a warm summer holiday and a super relaxing one. read some books, and watched some (this is an understatement) tv series namely my 19 years old sister in law, some old series that i've watched for a few times already, little nyonya, jewel in the palace (da chang jin, i almost got stab /ouch when watching this just because i can memorise the lines), and the best of all, soldier sortie : a chinese series. well and other than that, went out with hometown friends, college friend, uni friends for sadly once or twice or slightly more for hometown friends. then, disturb notty dd, disturb notty bros, disturb notty sis, disturb notty mrs cheng, and shoo away disturbing mr cheng. was missing linhui during the first month, gatherings without her wasn't really fun. watched some movies. cooked something. shopped a lot i thought i won 4D.

- SMILE!!-

-or look at good old days photos and being perasan-

-sexy hanyin-

- ignoring notty cousin T3T-

-disturbing notty cute bros-

-took pic of notty tak halal mrs cheng-

-pic of skc rice-

-pic of notty cute ladybird (btw, i saw a super cute brown colour dragonfly but i was too lazy to take out my camera T3T)-

-pic of irish clover-

-pic of notty dd-

- went to malacca because i thought i am going back soon and youngestcousinzewen asked me to play makeup with her (she doesn't know i'm a noob in this T3T) and she said i only look nice with centre parting ( i googled up centre parting, and it says centre parting is symmetrical so it only look nice on beautiful people and i don't think zewen was wrong about that T3T i don't care)-

-she said i look 10 years younger! omg i was bullying someone at the age of 10 okay!-

-went out for nyonya dinner to celebrate small jiu's bday (i even thought i can see yue niang at the restaurant). look! the man over there kept looking at us. WHAT LAR, BIG GIRL CANNOT PLAY GAMES ONE MEH? mehhhhhhhhhhh?-

- their little apple : dd's future wife-

honestly, i didn't do much especially these days because I AM SICK and busy watching tv (aaahhh i'm just lazy).


anyways, i am just a silly crazy girl infront of my little cousins, and brothers that thought i only "looked serious" in the fake blogging world that in fact, everyone predicted me to be a psychiatrist since i am equally crazy (i'll bite you if you say that again).

ever wonder how many times did you tell them that you are missing them? or wanting to be their bridesmaid? or wanting to be the first person to be informed if you are finally(haa, wrong word used) attached? or that you guys will be bffs?

sorry is no cure if you don't admit your mistake and try to correct it.


p.s: but puhlease don't hate me T3T