sleeping has always been very important to me. despite assignments, parties, movies, important emails, birthday cards, or even finals! 2 nights of 12hours will always, always in exchange with a continuously 15 hours of piggy session!!
but from tonight onwards, i wantwantwantwantwant to fight with that evil devil inside me. and 5 times of 'want' shows i really mean it. ok, at least i'm trying hard and it would be a good practice for oncalls night too. i mean right now i can even feel my uber cool specs attaching to my face, permanantly.
-sorry i can't find a better picture of me at home, looking miserable with my specs. and i missmissmiss the times we used to ignore people on msn and turn on our skypes, laughing and complaining about every little things in our lives!-
well, and this power of word thing is really making me confuse!
"If confusion is the first step to knowledge, I must be a genius" -Larry Leissner
i came across with emails and notes about being wiser and happier some times ago so i've decided to make it a new goal for my new year, besides 'that' same one again and again every year. (urgh, i'm such a boring person i know) here's two of them which i personally am very interested in learning:
1) speak wise or less.
2) what other people think of you is none of your business.
and believe me, it's really hard! so i thought ok, give time, time now and then some nonsense people came and disturbed my mind with lame jokes like :buy a watch for your time la! wth.(oops, ok speak wise or less. speak wise or less...)
i know sometimes nothing leave us choices, but still we can choose to be happy or not happy, right? just that the flow of sandglass is going quicker and quicker until i couldn't hold it, stun and fell backward. like how you know that something is just right there, right in front of you, yet you wouldn't want to stand up, walk over and grab it. and then expecting so much, as if you can get it just because you want to. and i forgot not to "expect much when you are not giving as much". but i think those good people that give a lot wouldn't expect anything from anyone else, do they?
maybe i didn't try hard enough. or maybe i didn't want to try harder.
i am ageing. i wouldn't die of sudden death because of not sleeping one hor? ooh no wait, i'm forever 18.
"If confusion is the first step to knowledge, I must be a genius" -Larry Leissner
i came across with emails and notes about being wiser and happier some times ago so i've decided to make it a new goal for my new year, besides 'that' same one again and again every year. (urgh, i'm such a boring person i know) here's two of them which i personally am very interested in learning:
1) speak wise or less.
2) what other people think of you is none of your business.
and believe me, it's really hard! so i thought ok, give time, time now and then some nonsense people came and disturbed my mind with lame jokes like :buy a watch for your time la! wth.(oops, ok speak wise or less. speak wise or less...)
i know sometimes nothing leave us choices, but still we can choose to be happy or not happy, right? just that the flow of sandglass is going quicker and quicker until i couldn't hold it, stun and fell backward. like how you know that something is just right there, right in front of you, yet you wouldn't want to stand up, walk over and grab it. and then expecting so much, as if you can get it just because you want to. and i forgot not to "expect much when you are not giving as much". but i think those good people that give a lot wouldn't expect anything from anyone else, do they?
maybe i didn't try hard enough. or maybe i didn't want to try harder.
i am ageing. i wouldn't die of sudden death because of not sleeping one hor? ooh no wait, i'm forever 18.
p.s: and when i finally realise i'm making some moves, some forceful, fickle ones, i saw something that says: don't take yourself so seriously. no one else does.
who doesn't want a shorter way? i hate.
4 comments:
Woow.. oh well... :)
How come when I 心血来潮 to see your blog....I was shocked!!
that means you are not reading my blog often enough. but that's because i don't update it that often either :D u r linhui isit?
jacob @ ya.. wow indeed.
You guess who I am, I might be your nightmare. I might be your sweet dream? Who do you think I am? It all in you imagination. I do not exist...じゃ、私は誰？あなたは誰？みんなは誰？みんなが消えちゃったの？ Ignore me...
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