Pourquoi?

I used to think that I'm lucky to have gone so far and someone corrected me that blessed, is a better word to describe. But whether I was blessed or lucky, I'm running out of luck potion now. When I was playing enchantedisland on fb, a fairy told me that I'll have a balance of good and bad luck while casting my seeds. Yes, indeed. I'm very patient in some sense, but not in this, so I quit the game long time ago when I used off all my good luck. I guess tofu (my character name) just couldn't live long enough to see the good side of things eh?

I'm not sure how this luck thingy works but if there's someone controlling mine somewhere I don't know where, puhlease adjust the pointer and show me more sunshine ok?


It was a total disaster to me for the past few days. I need some elves to help me sort things out.

- the elves and the shoemaker-

I couldn't feel the momentum to study, but only the panic attacks. I'm losing touch with all the humans around me. I dunno where did all my time goes. I dunno what to blog about. I lost my 4gb toshiba thumbdrive T__T. I finally admit that I can only gain weight here (must be some hidden gravity theory). Japanese listening test was sucky as usual. I was told that I'll be having a major exam next March, which covers everything from first year to whatever it is. Japanese oral and written papers both on next week and the last midterm which covers 14 lectures for whoever's sake. Then the holy finals after the study week. Bad luck with decisions. Bad luck with people. Bad mood for a reason and phew luckily my Tinger Bell is still with me, I found the right people to listen.

I'm sure it's all because of the shitty luck I have, I won the scissors, stone, cloth game during the jap class and was able to be the first to choose for my oral exam time slot. omg for the first time leh, I actually won a game like this! yay yay~~

But well, I guess the luck just couldn't stay any longer because there was a traffic jam right infront of the ucd gate junction when I walk home. Too much luck on me eh. But I have to eat a humongous amount of celery for dinner tonight... wth

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2 random photos from bernice's camera:

-土曜日 は 友達 と artfair へ 行きました-

-omg bernice why u so nice never scold me for drawing on your leehom poster? btw I forgot to go to the lost and found desk today-

Conclusion is I don't have talent in 日本語 or any languages guten tag or whatever. So linhui, please be my tourguide and translator when I go find you ok? Speaking about languages, it reminds me of my spm chinese and broken bm wth! I only know how to add tau and kan into my sentences now. wth kan?

*meditating* I'm having too much anger burning inside my body, I'm going to get sick T__T