A whirl

i am very hyper today!!! hyper in a hypo way! urgh you know when it's exams and you have a whole lot of things to blog about but when exams are over, you can't think of anything that you wanted to write...

ok so you better hope i'm having exams everyday (but i'll kill u for thinking that way) because it would take my life to blog during holidays unless my mood is good/bad. anyways i had my last lecture for yr3sem1 today then off i go for study week and FINALSSSSS. not really emo like the past 2 years because we have been having exams almost everyweek so exam is not a very sudden thing anymore. but i just realised that it might be my last lecture with my dearest pmc friends T_T how sad is that, i can't force people to let me sit beside bernice in class anymore, i have to eat my pathetic peanutbutter and chocolate sandwich alone for lunch with kien and his super nice leftovers, no yy no fiona no yongxin to cook for me, no kristina to go for japanese class with, no ajay no victor no waionn left but jonathan yes from my group to ask me let them copy my answer during exams, i have to travel to hospitals which are so far away and come back to ucd for mnite pracs. cannot believe i'm the only full course student who is still participating in mnite this year. you all better praise me ok.

the only best thing is i'm going a step closer in becoming a real doctor!

classes were 2 hours every thursday so i came home and slept like i never sleep before. 1-7pm then woke up because i'm hungry. i had a really pleasant dream (wth, haven't have one after 329373 days), not like bernice's falling dreams. ehem... i tell you i'm the most schematic person ever! if i am late for classes/outings i'll still shower and have breakfast no matter what. if you tell me lets go to the buddhist association in town, i'll just go without my groceries shopping bag. if i tell you to bring 1 tomato for me to cook abc soup, i'll still use one even if you brought 2. so if exam is coming, i'll still have to study no matter how much i whine. *subtle smile*

it's so happening these days! i think i am using too much of my brain so i sleep alot, then wake up before midnight, feeling very guilty and study until 4 in the morning and go to class at 10. so i'm basically very lack of REM sleep but i am still suprisingly focus in class. ok lar, give myself a maximum 5 days because i was damn tired in class today. i don't understand why i suck in exams but i just can't really think and recall under pressure. so all these sleepless nights cost me pimples and eye bags and messy hair (i'm going to kill whoever created dublin because the weather is damn bad! raining everyday, and umbrella doesn't work because the wind would have blown it away to cork and raincoats are ugly so i don't want to wear them ;p but i am going to have massive alopecia(loss of hair) real soon wth!) but ya i still can't score in exams T_T so i'm really a very average med student but who cares because i'm so cute, my clinic is going to be floaded with people everyday *so which hospital wants to hire me?* cheh... /shy . anyways i don't care luh, i'm just going to study only what else do you expect me to do?!!! i can only see what's infront of me, let it be a 6 questions mcq, or japanese midterm, i'm still going to study for whatever it is even if the world is coming to an end the next day *thinking of the bright side* the first paper is going to be 13 days from now and so is my 20th birthday! boohoo T_T ahaaa but i can read jy's card yay! i want bufday cards, minasan(everyone)!!

-note #1 : this is my usual note, highlighted almost every line, sometimes the blank spaces in between each slides are filled with my own notes. i just can't study with very clean notes even if i have to defeat the purpose of highlighters. but got meaning one ok! orange for definition. red for title. green and blue for descriptions. no yellow because i lost my yellow highlighter /shy then blue pen means what i wrote in class, black from books and internet, green means definitions for hightech words, red for rates and precentages, pencil for not sure :S-

p.s: speaking about lossing things. I LOST my thumbdrive T_T the one i found wasn't mine so i gave it back to the lostandfound desk. and i lost my ruler too! which reminds me of the (ruler: you rock! rock: you rule!!) t-shirt that i lost.. ok wait, i never have one of those t-shirts. :(

-note # 2 : totally hate this kind of notes, the font is so small how to read! and i would be crazy if i print 1 slide per page ;/ and ya! missing picture slides here and there = skip!-

- note #3: we have like +/- 104 slides for the stomach lecture, and here is where i stop reading it because got no highlighter no nothing. it took me days to read #$%^&*-

had my japanese oral exam on tuesday (thank you linhui for correcting my essay for me /touched) and i can't believe i'm feeling a little sad not being able to go for japanese classes anymore. the topic i chose for my 日本語(nihongo) is my future dreams, 将来の夢 . phew luckily the questions they asked after the speech wasn't too bad because kristina told me they asked her what kind of hospital she wants to work in/what is her favourite fashion now(she pandai pandai go and say she wanted to become a fashion designer when she was young, not like me i just say i've always wanted to become a doc XD)/where is she going to work after she graduate and so on. i told them i want to go travel in africa, france and america then sensei asked which part of america so i told her san francisco to(and) new york to michigan to LA to blablabla... then she asked what's my best friend's name and if she is a japanese (i told them i'm going to visit lh when she studies in todai). both of them went like ooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhh when i said iie, mareeshia jin desu. aah, yokatta, i'm done with japanese3 after saturday. /shed tears

then somehow i found the living room's lightbulb under the sofa yesterday! eee... and a screw on my chair?

seriously can't wait for my winter trip with fiona, audrey, tim and joonhi! we are going to london-cambridge-birmingham-warwick?-nottingham(xmas!!!)-manchester-liverpool! muah cdren i'm going to liverpool!! and behold *drum rolls*, we are going to paris DISNEYLAND in january~!!!

ok omg, i'm feeling sleepy again. i think i should just go to sleep soon since it will be 10.30 when i finish editing this post.

i wonder if live traffic feed went wrong or what, but i have readers from nepal(ok must be u,pp!), mexico, spain, italy, norway, poland, indonesia?!!! ok reveal yourselves people... puhleaseeeeeeeeee...